"Are you happy to see your friends?" he asks and looks back at the street. He turns his head to you and gives you a little smile. You start smiling as you see it and look excited to Jake. You promised him he wouldn’t regret it.īut you didn’t believe his pretext, but you don’t know the real reason he really wanted to come.Īnd now you are sitting together in the car and the "Welcome to Duskwood" sign at the entrance of the city appears a few meters in front of you. Jake was of the opinion that because the others from the group also helped him, he should also be in the search for Hannah. Thanks to the action #IamJake, the pursuers of Jake could no longer track him down.It just caused too much confusion. So you agreed to meet there and have a nice evening.Īnd for some reason, all of a sudden, Jake wanted to come too. You know each other through writing and pictures and phone calls but the first meeting in real life is still a little different. You told him you were doing this to get to know each other better. He suddenly thought it would be the best solution if he came with us.įirst he asked why you all want to meet in the Aurora. When you told him you agreed to spend the first night at Jessy’s brother’s bar, When you told Jake you were going there, he didn’t say he wanted to come too. These people were the reasons i was alive you know, because the world somehow saw me and threw them into my life only for me to grow attach and them leave me, but now as i say their names for the last time as i circum to the bite on my side do i realize that no matter how many people you save, there will always be an end. The names became the reason i haven't gone insane everytime i feel myself start to lose it i repeat their names: Amy, jim, jackie, sophia, shane, dale, t-dog, lori, andrea, herschel, mika, lizzie, beth, tyreese, noah, sam, jessie, ron, abraham, gleen, sasha, carl.
They gave up their lives so that I could live and for that I should be grateful. I started using the names as reasons why I should be alive. I mean I guess we can put it that way but it still feels wrong. At first I remembered the names because I felt guilty, i felt so guilty because I got to live but they didn't, but then someone important told me that I shouldn't be guilty, but that I should be thankful that I get to carry on their memories. 22 names, that has been what was keeping me going for so long, at first it was 2 then 5 then 10 and no matter what i do no matter how hard i try to keep them safe, my family the people who have always been there, the list just keeps on getting bigger.
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